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HISTORY

7V Chemist

by Barbara (7-H-2) FPE

As I reflect on my life I marvel that I am a TV. I marvel that in all the years I spent in ignorance; not knowing what name to apply to the strange one I knew myself to be; that I did not stray from the con- cept of Transvestism.

For years I felt ashamed, plagued and bedeviled by urges which I felt could only be ignoble. But yet my guilt was not genuine, for I did not hate this feminine creature for her love of fashion, art, color, and delicacy, even though it embarrassed me on occa- sion.

How to reconcile this woman-like creature with the warrior-scientist, physically powerful male?

me.

A lamp was lighted. The light of understanding whose source lay west of the Rockies reached out to I would be different had it not. Thank God it did. When I stopped supressing her and accepted her as an equal partner in my life, I found she carried her share of the load and on occasion, contributes to my over all well being.

If you had asked me ten or fifteen years ago what TVism does for me I would have replied nothing, it is a curse of the Devil. Today it adds to my life and I have learned to love it and my fellow human beings that much more.

How can it possibly help a chemist? Well let me tell you and perhaps you will find that you have been missing something that you can readily take advantage of.

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